ehhh

So I had/have a post in the works. I was extremely inspired over the weekend, but I didn't write it soon enough... My mood went from super high over the weekend, to a very ehh mood during the week. I feel like it would be insincere if I continued to write it now since my heart isn't in it... and I cannot stand people who are not genuine so I feel it would be a disservice to you all who read this to write if my heart isn't in it... So please pray for me, my mood and heart have been off this week. Ironically right when I could use God's presence, I turn away. Not that I haven't tried to let Him in, it just doesn't seem genuine in my heart... Idk its a weird feeling so please pray for me...thanks