Motions

"I don't want to go through the motions, I don't want to go one more day without your all consuming passion inside of me. I don't want to spend my whole life asking, What if if had given everything? Instead of going through the motions..."

I don't want to go through the motions....but how can I prevent this when my thoughts, my actions, and my tasks in front of me are all consumed with school and my future...and things not from God? I know that all I am doing is to fulfill the passions that God has placed in my life, but if I lose my passion for God in the midst of it...then will it all be for nothing?

Help...I need guidance. I need a way to organize my thoughts and my knowledge in the various aspects of my life that require my full attention to remind myself of my reason to be here, doing what I am. I don't want to lose sight of my Jesus, but I feel myself drifting into the motions.