Dreamin'

I'm a dreamer...always thinking of the possibilities. I dream of going to far off places and doing justice. These dreams have always been frozen in my mind as simply possibilities...reality always sets in. And what does the reality revolve around? MONEY. It always comes back to money...

Now, I sit here on the brink of a summer filled with possibilities that could actually become a REALITY! It could lead me far beyond anywhere I have been before.. mentally, spiritually and emotionally. And what's stopping me? MONEY. Again.

I have a chance to either spend 10 days in Fiji building houses and serving women who have had so much taken from them, but who have so much hope to keep going. And/or I could spend 5 weeks in Peru providing medical care to families in need by both serving them and learning skills that could potentially help me on a career path.

BUT, I am and always have been a dreamer, whose ideas never come to pass. It's easy to say and hear people tell me to pray about it or to trust that God will provide...and I know there is truth in that. But when the people closest to me present the actual reality to me and therefore don't support the possibilities...what am I supposed to do?