Planning a Trip

So I can't sleep so I'll write...

I met this lady on the Rail on Friday. (Yes I'm calling it "the rail" partly cuz I'm lazy and don't feel like typing the whole 5 more letters and partly cuz I want to sound cool) Anyway, I got a little confused with our conversation but I will try to explain it the best I could. After the rail made its stop at the airport, she mentioned something about going there and eating lunch and watching the people. At leas that is what I think she was talking about. She mentioned how, i think, she would go and just sit in the airport and plan trips. She has two main destinations, Europe and China, but she mentioned she had to make a trip home first, though I don't know where home is. I didn't bother to ask, partly cuz I was a bit confused as to what she was talking about and partly cuz I was intently working on my sudoku. I feel kinda bad though, that I didn't make much of an effort to find out more about her, but then again I'm not the best conversation maker especially with people I don't know. She then proceeded to talk about getting lunch and shopping, but again I was confused. I didn't know if she was talking about her plans for the day or what she would do in Europe. Anyhow, she was a nice lady; I think her name was Vicki.

I thought about her, just sitting there planning those trips. I hope she takes them. Not only that, but I hope they live up to all her expectations.

I hope my life isn't full of trips that I never take. I don't want to look back and see a whole list of opportunities that passed by. I have scary visions of myself being the crazy cat lady who has 16 cats and shops at antique stores and never amounts to anything. Ha... what a life. I don't want to waste my life, it's too short to waste. But at the moment, I feel that's all I'm doing. I'm stuck in a rut, neither here nor there...just stuck. I keep waiting for something to happen, waiting for change.

Haha maybe this is why I can't sleep. Contemplating life is just too much, but once you start your thoughts run away with you. Ugh I need some sleep... maybe now I'll be able to. Wish me luck!